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Post  Lucy Wed Aug 13, 2008 3:31 am

These last 6 days were the best of my life so far. I've never been so happy. I can't even describe what it was like because there are no words I could use to even get close to what we felt together.

I wont ever forget my experience with her, like I wont forget her and sweet smile. She's the most beautifulest girl in the world. She has cute lips, smile, eyes, face, body, everything.. she is perfect.
You have no idea how prowd I felt being with her. When we were walking the streets everyone (and I mean everyone) would look at her and she had so many guys trying to talk to her) and she didn't look at anyone once.

We were in the sea and hugging each other in the water. She said to me:
" If we lived in the same place, would you be with me? "
I answered:
" I would like to be with you but I could never, simply because you would leave me for a guy. "
And in the night we made love and she said to me:
" You made me realise I don't need a guy to make me happy or even in my life. "


She said in front of her friends (who speak English) the day after:
" Why can't we be together? "
I replied:
" Because we live so far. "
She said:

" And that's the only reason.. "

I'm soo sooo soo happy. I just don't know what to say, I want to tell everyone that I'm in love with her and want everything with her. She's amazing. She's more than amazing. She's perfect. She's inspired me to live another life, with different values and new lights.

And, we're going to love each other even though we can't be. We will see and be more than friends and just be in our moments. She asked me to come back in October (after her exams) and stay again.

I could go on and on but, I know no one likes reading my long messages here. I can't wait to call Ami tomorrow or see! I'll see you, Ami, tomorrow if you're free. And I'll bore you with my love story.
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Post  Luke Tue Aug 05, 2008 8:41 pm

She is a twat she needs to stop fucking you about
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Post  Lucy Tue Aug 05, 2008 4:59 am

Elena, doesn't want me to see her now.
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Post  Luke Mon Aug 04, 2008 8:50 pm

i hope you enjoy it and evrey thing goes well
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Post  Lucy Mon Aug 04, 2008 8:17 am

It's Monday, I'm going on WEDNESDAY. WOOP WOOOP. Ayye, do you think me and Elena will fall out again before we see? I hope not, sometimes it does actually bother me. I get scared it's over when I know it's not. I can be very dramatic at times.

I can't wait to goooo. santa
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Post  Lucy Sun Aug 03, 2008 12:03 pm

It's Sunday! Only two more dayss.
Me and Elena argued the day before yesterday. Well not really, I upset her because I was avioding her. And she did notice (aha). Opps. She was annoyed at me and told me that she didn't want to see me. I told her that I thought she was bluffing and that she really just wanted some attention.

When we spoke online yesterday we did argue and start off really badly. But in the end she was really really sweet and was saying how she needed me in these last days. To talk to her, to settle her nerves and be there for her. Aww, I love her so much. It was my fault that she was angry at me and I did deserve it.

She even apologised to me for not treating me well and now we both believe each other now that we will see. We're not going to argue and worry each other because it's going to happen!


AMI WE NEED TO GO SHOPPING ON MONDAY. OKOKAY!? I WANT TO GO EARLY IN THE MORNING BECAUSE I'LL BE AWAKE AND YEH NO CHINESE AHA.
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Post  Lucy Thu Jul 31, 2008 12:47 pm

I think straight.
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Post  xxAmixx Thu Jul 31, 2008 10:02 am

Yea, youll come home gay...er!
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Post  Lucy Thu Jul 31, 2008 8:39 am

6 days!!

Who bets I come home straight?

or gay? Laughing
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Post  xxAmixx Wed Jul 30, 2008 10:42 am

[c]DONT GET RUN OVER!!! THEY DRIVEONTHE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD, STUPID FEKS![/c]
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Post  Lucy Wed Jul 30, 2008 8:44 am

Spain next Weds!! bounce
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Post  Luke Sun Jul 27, 2008 11:10 am

yay i think
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Post  Lucy Sun Jul 27, 2008 8:52 am

I'm going to Spain, WOOP WOOP
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Post  Lucy Wed Jul 16, 2008 11:00 pm

I don't think I'm going now, after talking for months and months about it. I need the money, if I go I miss two weeks or work which is £500! I was thinking to take the week of anyway just incase I decide I want to go and then I would only be missing a week. But still that's me getting my hopes up.

She will either start talking to me again closer to the time or she will ignore and hide from me. Hmm I don't know what to expect. I don't want to contact her now and tell her that I'm not going because she will just talk to me and really.. I don't want to. I'm just the same as her hiding from her and ignoring her. I'm the one waiting for her to talk to me.. maybe she is doing the same?
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Post  xxAmixx Fri Jul 11, 2008 8:23 pm

Man, i dont even know what to say any more, i think iv told you EVERYTHING there is to say!
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Post  Lucy Fri Jul 11, 2008 5:23 pm

Until the 6th August I will talk about this. I don't want to go now but what the hell do I tell my parents? Why aren't I going now?

Although you know what, I haven't talked to Elena for like 2 weeks properly.. maybe more but what will happen nearer the time. Will she tell me to come or will she let the time pass and avoid me. She annoys me right now.. how I could write her a letter to get her attention but nothing else would. Rolling Eyes
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