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Post  Lucy on Thu Jul 10, 2008 9:29 am

Today while I was working... everything slowed down and I was watching people and the machines work in slow motion. Time stopped. I couldn't hear anything and everything was so still.

These are the moments in my life where fate wanted me to think and do something. May be stop what I'm doing or trying to give me some kind of sign. What was he telling me? Could it possible be that I am not to work in a factory any more because my destiny is far from that industry. Or was it a sign telling me that this is all my life will be. Maybe he, fate, was telling me that I shouldn't forget the important things in life. These were the things I was thinking about during this time which seemed like eternity.

Or simply, insanity struck and I hit rock bottem sweeping the floors for 8hours.
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:54 pm

Lol i do it ALL the time... i have SO many excuses Wink
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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:53 pm

xxAmixx wrote:Computers Had To Reinstall Drivers, Have To Restart comp... and the appear ofline...sorted!
Now why didn't I think of that..?
I think I'm losing my touch :O
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:50 pm

Computers Had To Reinstall Drivers, Have To Restart comp... and the appear ofline...sorted!
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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:48 pm

I know this is totally off topic but so many people talking to me at once how do i get rid of them without being rude.
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:46 pm

Cant... transferring music to my mobile... bit of a gay
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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:35 pm

and that is why I prefer to use either winamp or mediamonkey
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:34 pm

You have a point there... My laptop has no offically Decided WMP isnt Worth my time EVEN THOUGH I WANT TO LISTEN TO LOST PROPHETS!
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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:32 pm

It's boring though, I'd rather go out
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:30 pm

Id love to be you!
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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:28 pm

haha thats what I do all day
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:20 pm

I dont mind what my guys are like, iv had so many from so many back grounds...All with SO much potential, but i like to mould people, they wernt mouldable. I like Guys to adjust to me, i dont want to be fake around a guy, I want to burp in front of them and yea maybe even fart and Hell, I can quite happily sit arond all day playing Computer games and Watching tv or maybe even just doing nothing!
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Post  Lucy on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:15 pm

Aha... taking risks for love. Cute.

I like people to amaze me before I fall for them. If they don't / can't I'm not interested. My standards are quite high. I like them to be going to Uni / in / completed for me to even want to get to know them. I know that sounds bad like there are smart people out there who didn't go to Uni but that's what I like and what I want.
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:09 pm

Again... Our lives run on curiousity, We as the human race need to search for the unknown, to experience the thrill of stepping in to the unknown. This amazes me, Even the most carefull of people take such HUGE risks.
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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:06 pm

Probably not, If we did know life would be rather boring, we go our lives trying to find the 1, if we knew already what would be the point
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:04 pm

Im not sure what true love Actually is... its a rather scary thought, If we actually knew, would we want to find it?
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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 10:00 pm

Well my first ever love was a girl I lived near for most of my childhood, but I moved away and we've become pretty distant.
But even though we're distant I look for people who are similar to her since she still means loads to me.
I don't think I've had a real love yet, because to be honest what is a true love wish I new.
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:38 pm

Linkinpark, Eminem So awesome!
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Post  Lucy on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:37 pm

Tell us abouty our loves Brendon Razz




Suspect When we were younger, we would think that whoever we had sex with meant we were in love with them and we would be with them forever. Now think about realism.. What happened to our innocent thoughts and dreams?

Have you ever just used someone because you just wanted to 'get laid' just because 'you wanted some' and thats all? Now it would be cute if we all married our firsts and blah blah. Life isn't like that and the people who do marry their first end up cheating.

From what I can see. People cheat because they are curious about things and want to experiment. If you only have sex with just the one person of course you are going to wonder what it's like to be with other people and other things. I don't at all envy the people who married their first loves, I wont cheat when I'm in love / married because I'm experimenting now. I will be sexually fulfilled. However, there are a few things I still want to do.


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Post  MC Bean on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:35 pm

Does this include childhood loves or does it mean later?
Cause I can remember both Smile
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:30 pm

I agree dude... Everything however is so Complicated these days!
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Post  Lucy on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:27 pm

Maybe we all fall in love so easily? If you think about it.. most people are the same aren't they. There are other people out there who are smart and fun. There are many people that are perfect to our requirements. It's just a matter of finding them first before someone else does.

What is love? It's more of a sence of companionship. Where two people rely on eachother for guidance, laughter and avoidance of solitude.

How easy is it to find someone? Yet, my requirements are so high. I don't want the ordinary. The things that I like are the things that I can't have.
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Post  Luke on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:18 pm

Lucy wrote:"fodal in a bush"

I've learnt a new phrase! Tell me what it means please sunny

lol ya no she was a bit of fun both thought we where in love but it was just about touching eachothers bits and sex well sex never happend but ya no what i mean think ya love um but ya realy with them for a foundal
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Post  xxAmixx on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:16 pm

I was 12... yes VERY young but VERY real, i still love him to this day, Andrew Mark Vaughan...*sigh* i miss him... I look for him in my boyfriends...When me and Him was out for Britts home from the army celebration I felt... right i guess he was SO nice to me... yet there was so much tension, I wonder if i hadnt have come home to the boyfriend, would things have gone further? i think it would have, I miss him Sad it lasted for 2 and a half years... Because i kissed another guy... How i regret that one kiss SO much Sad
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Post  Lucy on Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:16 pm

"fodal in a bush"

I've learnt a new phrase! Tell me what it means please sunny
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